Inspired by a seaside utopia so relaxing that it would have bored you to death when you were younger but now is your favorite place on earth, up high on cliffs with the ocean spread out below it, no grocery stores, no movie theaters, no streetlights, no mailboxes, very few people, an entirely neutral palette that reminds you of your favorite lip balm, the one place you can read a book in absolute silence, bambi and her entire extended family in your vast back yard, walls of only windows, feeling simultaneously inside and outdoors. “You’re still a Rockstar” I whisper to myself as I take my multivitamin and get in bed at 9:00.