Inspired by a jumbo grape icee brain-freeze, an hgtv-level renovation of the whole point, a mind bend if you will, no longer running but more like orbiting, eyes open to a universe outside of ourselves, exhaustion to the point of delusion, ten minutes in a room that smells like candle and quiet feels like vacation, nothing fancy, definitely not anything of the embellished tulle underwire variety, found comfort in non-difficult things like lotion that smells of uncomplication and coconuts, a beautiful violet transparency, inhale, exhale, a daily refocus, the whole world in front of us, boss energy folded beneath us. I had a dream I got everything I wanted.